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we are at that point again
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Coldest Winter
Memories made in the coldest winter…
its 1:40 and i cant sleep
its two of them that i can see…
one i am happy with … and the other i was the happest..
with memories made in the coldest winter..
goodbye my friend will i ever love again..
if summer could take the snow away… could it make me forget what i mis take…
never again
she wrote with out a song…
we nolonger get along…
didnt you know i was waiting on you…
my face turned to stone when i heard from you…
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You asked for it
well… i was just wondering, in hindsight, and with me out of your hair for nearly 2 years now… what do you think now of our relationship? do you still hate me for ending it? do you think it was the right thing? do you have any regrets? etc…
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Dont know.. heres what i thought in my journal: |
Dont know why your contacting me…. but i figured i owe it to you to write back… sooo..
Here:
Nov 16:
My life’s never really meant much;
maybe a Twix bar or bread thats Dutch Crunch;
A bad dream with nite terrors, the kind of shit makes your I.B.S. Flair up…
But then my feelings started to play and roles got reversed, started looking for a play I could rehearse…
The part where Rom n J just miss, way better then the part where they first kiss;
So … I started watching House, I figure end all cure I could go back to when life wasn’t so pure.
I could go back to being evil and crass, not giving a fuck and telling people to kiss my ass.
Buts I lost cause the dominos only fall one way…
So I guess double six was already put out to play..
With out my express permission,
But who cares cause it happened with out my express admonition…
So I let it and I started to well up… even though my thoughts started to swell up.. never let you know thoughts went so much farther… had vison of us being mother and father…
Caught…
Nov: 24
How could be so Dr. Evil?
You’re bringin’ out a side of me that I don’t know
I decided we wasn’t goin’ speak
so
Why do I want to call you @ 3 a.m. on the phone?
Why did she be so mad at me for?
she’s hot and cold
I won’t stop, won’t mess my groove up
‘Cause I already know how this thing go
You ran and told your friends that you’re leavin’ me
They say they they don’t even see what you seen in me
You wait a couple years then you gon’ see
You’ll never find nobody better than me
Goodbye
My Genius is 1% Inspiration, and 99% Perspiration.
-Shaquille O’neal
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Dr. Evil
How could be so Dr. Evil?
You’re bringin’ out a side of me that I don’t know
I decided we wasn’t goin’ speak
so
Why do I want to call you @ 3 a.m. on the phone?
Why did she be so mad at me for?
she’s hot and cold
I won’t stop, won’t mess my groove up
’Cause I already know how this thing go
You ran and told your friends that you’re leavin’ me
They say they they don’t even see what you seen in me
You wait a couple years then you gon’ see
You’ll never find nobody better than me
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My life’s never really meant much;
My life’s never really meant much;
maybe a Twix bar or bread thats Dutch Crunch;
A bad dream with nite terrors, the kind of shit makes your I.B.S. Flair up…
But then my feelings started to play and roles got reversed, started looking for a play I could rehearse…
The part where Rom n J just miss, way better then the part where they first kiss;
So … I started watching House, I figure end all cure I could go back to when life wasn’t so pure.
I could go back to being evil and crass, not giving a fuck and telling people to kiss my ass.
Buts I lost cause the dominos only fall one way…
So I guess double six was already put out to play..
With out my express permission,
But who cares cause it happened with out my express admonition…
So I let it and I started to well up… even though my thoughts started to swell up.. never let you know thoughts went so much farther… had vison of us being mother and father…
Caught…
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Sometimes we just sit…
I wonder if there was a scale, how depressed i am sometimes… and now i wonder if thinking this makes being that depressed not depressed enough… {glass half full}
Listening to Kid Cudi…. Heard that Jay-Z was pushed up to Tuesday. and forsome reason i think i am taking the news WAY much harder then i should.
Still at home.
still not sleeping.
got a message from Timm and 4b today. it makes me think that if there are people who i look up to its them and SHAZAM! but i figured that i would put there post up cause they wrote…
ST
“Sweetie, LA is on fire. Fire is hot- the heat alone can kill you. It’s also dark, remember?”
4B
thanks…
P
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